Friday, June 17, 2011

Afraid? Pshhh

Today, God told me not to be afraid.

Simple. But huge.

Hard? Not for Him, and He's the one that strengthens me.



Then please help me Lord.

Love, Katy

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Arms Open Wide

Many might think the following is creepy but it's just reality. Reality put into words.
People might even be surprised by this... "Whaaat? You shouldn't be feeling like this!!"
This is what came out after a night of fear and a morning of anger involving myself and a couple of people really close to me. Vague, but with a perfect solution.

Just Bad Anger vs. Surrender.


Anger doesn’t let God drive.

But it’s not because God’s not strong enough.

It’s because you shoved God aside to make anger your chauffeur.

You told God No, and as a gentleman He respected you. Move over.



When you’re angry, you don’t really care how everybody else feels.

It’s just like gangrene, it spreads.

Not only affecting you but everyone who you come in contact with.

Hurting someone else? “Oh well.”

It’s like you’re the only one existing and everyone else is dispensable.



It’s not hard to let go of.

The thing is that you like being angry because there’s power in your hands.

Power that makes others fear you.

And with that, who needs anyone else?



But surrender, yes humbling but sweet.

Frowned upon by society because it makes you look weak.

Yet it takes all that’s in you to do it.

It opens your eyes, opens your heart.

Makes you vulnerable.



Still, surrender makes you stronger.

It breaks you down to build you back up.

More fortified than you ever were

You shine power that few in this world have.



Yes, God is All-powerful

But He’s given you what's called Choice.

He can come and swallow up all

That’s festering up inside.

But He won’t move until you ask Him to.