Why am I so indecisive?
I find that I take too long to choose something. Even in the small things, so imagine the decisions that really matter in the long run.
Does that indicate my lack of risk taking? Yes.
Does that point out my bleak future? Not necessarily.
Do I need to change? Yes. Definitely.
I find that I want to blame my circumstances for the person that I am but that would be irresponsible of me. I just want to put the fault on my upbringing but it's not so.
Group1Crew's song says it for me, "The future's what we make it so let's go..."
Yes it's true. We have the ability to dictate our future. It is true that the Lord has predestined us and has everything planned out already. But there's the decision factor He freely let us have.
So with that, we can conclude that we are who we are because we allowed ourselves to become who we are. This doesn't mean that who we are is who we're supposed to be; that who we are now is the end and that's it. No, the Lord has bigger and better plans for me.
He has told me to wait on Him but do.
He has told me to seek His pleasure but take risks.
Without risks, life is a blank sheet of paper. It's boring.
Without risks, we never grow.
Without risks, we don't see miracles.
Without risks, I wouldn't have come to know Him.
And without risks, I wouldn't be where I am today... wanting more.
Cheers to risk takers.