Well tomorrow is my last final before I'm done with four and a half years of college.
HUGE milestone and little by little I've tried to start taking it in.
"It's bittersweet," I told mom today.
Thinking back to how many classes I've been in it feels so distant yet so relieving, but at the same time I'm like, "How did I even make it this far?" And I can't help but recognize the Lord's hand in my life. I can't help but thank the Lord.
Today He told me everything's going to be ok. He told me that I have nothing to worry about. And to hear these tender words in a season of change, I know He's placed hope and peace in my frantic heart. I surrendered... once again. That's the formula: you have to surrender once and again. Surrender each day. Then He'll go from there and He'll take you with Him :)
It is in these huge, yet minute in His eyes, changes of life that I realize how grand the Lord is. I realize that His plans far exceed mine and I realize how perfect He is and so full of love that He would choose me and call me by name. Even before the foundations of the earth... He chose me. And for no other reason I want to live if it's not for Jesus. May this be my heart's cry now, when I get married, when I'm with my family, when I turn 50, when I go through trials, when I rejoice and till my last breath.
"For me, to live is Christ and to die is gain" Phil 1:21
May this be my life's way, my life's purpose.
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